in denial

i leave in 18 days

i have already said good bye to all the kids at Impact

i will be saying many more good byes

i feel like this is not real life

we all know that i hate good byes

here is a list of the people i have to say good bye to:

the babies at Gongama babies home

all the wonderful church members

our guard, David

people at CURE hospital and Mbale Regional

and other random friends

i wish time would slow down a little.

i never expected that 3 1/2 months would go by SO QUICKLY

its really scaring me

there is so much at home that is unknown.

so much here that i know and love

these are the happiest people, the prettiest land, the best feeling i have ever had.

so yes you could say that i am in denial about leaving

but then again, who wouldn't be?